Time

It's been 9 days, and a few days since actually getting to talk. Now everything seems so bleak and harder to deal with sort of. Just knowing I could talk and actually talking were comforting to me, but now that it is not there I know how much I need it. I guess it is always true you never know the value of something till you lose it, I always thought about it but never thought it would feel like this.

Such a busy week, I just realized I do have a lot of classes to deal with and because of this a lot of homework and projects to deal with. I didn't realize that I would have a senior project as well as a engineering design project with Intel that would span two quarters. I somehow feel like this quarter is going to be the most challenging. Having to deal with loss and other things doesn't make things any easier, especially when it is on my mind almost 24/7.

Sorry I haven't been updating either, my computer broke down just two days ago but that is no excuse for the other days. The other days I have been out trying to keep my mind from being depressed. I feel very lost now, in terms of life and just school, events, people and such... I need a day where I don't do anything at all, I really haven't had one of those in awhile.